February 2012
7 posts
You want people to accept you, but you can't even...
I rather have one true friend than a bunch of fake...
If you don’t like me, tell me.
Don’t act like you do. Be real.
What happened between us?
We used to be close, what happened now? We walk by each other like total strangers. Like everything we had didn’t even exist. I really hate that.
I've never had a Valentine.
It makes me sad that I’ve never spent it with someone special.
I don't text when I'm at home.
I just leave my phone somewhere and I lay on bed with my laptop.
I rather take it slow.
I don’t want to hurt anyone or get hurt myself. Before I get into a relationship, I want to get to know you first. I won’t make out with you during our first few dates, I won’t have sex with you even after a few months. I’m just worried that if we do too much too fast it’ll just turn into a fling. I just want a long-lasting relationship. Nothing sexual, just be cute...
January 2012
6 posts
Have you ever really thought about it?
You’ve got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She’d do anything for you. But for some reason, you don’t want to see that. You just chase other girls even though this girl might be perfect for you. Why don’t you just give her a chance?
You're cute but your personality is shit.
So this is what society has come to.
Almost everyone’s partying, getting drunk, having unprotected sex, doing drugs, hustling for money, fighting, robbing, etc. Where are the good people at? The ones who studies and not go partying/drinking. The ones who hangs out at friend’s house and not at bars.
I don't like people who swear a lot.
I mean, I do swear from time to time but swearing all the time is pretty much dumb. I usually swear when I want to vent my anger. People sometimes swear because it’s cool. To me, it makes you look uneducated and uncool.
I hate one-sided conversations.
What’s the point of talking to me if you’re not going to put in any effort in the conversation? They never seem interested in asking anything about me, or initiating conversation themselves. It’s nice of them to reply back with short replies than ignoring me completely in the first place but I wish they would put in more effort.
I'm kinda jealous of couples.
I see couples walking together and they look so happy that they have someone special. I wish I have someone special. I would go to her house early in the morning and wake her up for school instead of calling or texting. I wouldn’t mind doing this since that would make my morning, everyday. You could say I’m envious of couples.
November 2011
4 posts
You're really something... not.
Why is it… that when I became myself again, you came into my life? Why do you talk to me now, as if you actually care? Bitch, stop playing. I know your schemes, and it’s my turn to show you what I went through. In the absence of talking to one another, I’ve developed a wall and you’re now on the other side. Don’t you dare even try breaking that down, because I’m not letting it happen.
Regret.
I’d rather have things slightly torn rather than broken. My biggest regret ever will be falling in love with someone like you, and then not saying anything. But now, it seems like it’s too late. I don’t wanna have to leave.
I wanted you to tell me not to leave.
If it’s you, then I won’t go anywhere.
September 2011
2 posts
It's better to regret doing something than to...
What's the point in trying?
No matter what happens everyday, even if I don’t do anything, It’ll turn out well, like it always does.
August 2011
25 posts
The feeling of falling in love.
I want to fall in love but I’m afraid of giving my heart to someone.
I hate when people hit me up and give me short...
What’s the point of talking to me if you’re just gonna give me short replies?
Depression.
Sometimes I feel depressed for no reason and I just want to cry. I just want to take a walk outside alone, just listening to music. I feel so weak-minded.
I did nothing productive this summer.
Wake up, eat, computer, sleep. Repeat.
The most beautiful and often desired things in...
Do what you want.
You need to find what you enjoy, because it’s far easier to excel in what you love than what you hate.
Regrets.
I hate regrets. I can’t live with them. I can’t live with the idea that I should have done something different in the past.
Just shut up, okay?
I’m allowed to dislike somebody who hurt me. I’m allowed to say what I want, laugh how I want, do what I want, and be who I want. This is my life, and if you don’t like it, then there’s something wrong with yours, not mine.
Whenever girls get together, all they ever do is talk about other girls behind their backs. Is that why you’re never with girls?
I don't know what to do with my life.
I just really wish I knew what I wanted. Some people are so lucky. They know exactly what they want. Maybe they don’t know exactly how to get it, but they’ll figure it out, because they have a direction. I wish I had the compass that Jack has in Pirates of the Caribbean; The one that points to the one thing in the world you want most. Only I want it to point me towards what I want...
I'm not playing hard to get, I just don't like...
I can't believe I liked you before.
I feel disgusted.
I hate when people label me.
Seriously, you don’t even know what I’ve been through nor do you know my story and they’re just giving me names. I can make changes whenever I want and however I feel despite how anyone views me. It’s my life. I decided if people can’t accept me for who I am, to hell with them.
Don't let his looks fool you.
He may seem like the perfect guy but once you know him, you’ll feel disgusted. You’ll even ask yourself “Why did I even like him?”.
I made one mistake and it cost me my reputation.
Remember me? I used to mean something to you.
Now it’s like I don’t even exist to you.
Why do you act as if you like me when you really...
If you don’t like me, then tell me. I don’t like you or anything, I’m just tired of games.
Don't get into a habit of skipping school.
Once you’ve tried skipping school, it will get out of hand. It’s fine at first. Nothing changes if you just skip one day. But since nothing changed, you tell yourself it’s okay to skip one more day, and then another, and the days just keep adding up. And before you realize, you’ve already skipped a whole week/month.
Not liking someone cause they don't like you.
I think it’s childish. Grow up already.
You don't like me?
I don’t care. Not like we’re gonna see each other in the future anyways. Even if we are, we’re not even gonna talk.
You're not gonna get anywhere in life if you keep...
Go to school, stop cutting everyday. It’s either you cut half the classes or the whole day. You need to get your ass up. I know it’s not my life but I care about you. Where are you going to go in life if you keep skipping classes/school? By the time you realize that education is important for you, it’ll be too late.
I get homesick.
Sure I want to go somewhere far, but I get homesick if I go somewhere other than my own home for a long period of time. Going to a place far away, I really feel lonely. I can only feel like myself when I’m at home, around my family. I want to move overseas but it gives me really bad anxiety and I worry so much and that makes me feel very depressed. When I’m homesick, I feel nostalgic...
The first kiss must have been really awkward.
“Like, what are you doing to my face?” “I want your Saliva”
I want to move overseas.
Lots of shit happened and I just want to get rid of them. You could say I’m running away from my problems but I think this is what I really want. Meet new people, see new things, travel. I hope I could do all of these soon.
July 2011
36 posts
Liking someone you know you have no chance with.
Having a huge crush or obsession on someone is a waste of time. You convinced yourself that you’re in love. You play scenarios in your head of you and him/her and what you two would do for each other and so forth. All you want is that person but then again, it’s because you don’t know that person well enough. Give it time and his/her true colors will show up. What’s the...
He's like that to everyone.
Don’t feel special. Once he’s done with you, he’ll just move on to another.
I accept the past and I'm still your friend.
I don’t care what you did or what happened, I won’t judge you for what you did in the past. You are who you are now. Make new decisions based off of previous experiences. So stop dwelling on what happened and move on.
I feel like I'm wasting my life.
Everyday is the same shit. Nothing to do but the same thing over and over again.
Why I don't go outside:
Because I’m too sexy to the world outside & mere mortals don’t deserve to breathe the same air as I do.
I hate how some people talk to me only when they...